6 months ago today.... a TR of sorts (warning, long and heavy)

[zion zig zag]

I could tell that your enthusiasm and positive attitude could light up a room within a few minutes of meeting you WSD, but you're taking it to a new level. I'd like to give some words of encouragement/advice but I'm sure it's been covered in this thread. I can't wait to ski with you again!

[SkiBrain]

What an amazing attitude and perspective! If I or anyone I know is ever in a similar situation, I only hope that we can handle it with at least a fraction of your class, spirit, and optimism.

[boarddad]

...I can't wait to meet you after reading this thread. My dad is a cancer survivor and every time I read a thread like this it really hits close to home. To say you're an inspiration really doesn't come close. Absolute proof that bald is beautiful;

[Mr. Altagirl]

Remember, we have a date next spring, should be quite a party at the Castle Valley overlook.

And considering how well you skied Alta this past year, you should come be our guest this winter during a good storm. You deserve it. Your strength helps others more than you know, I personally appreciate what you have done.

See you next month, we are really looking forward to seeing your smiling face again!

[watersnowdirt]

Mr. AG - I can't tell you happy it made me when you emailed me a while back and put the idea of toasting with champagne on the Porcupine Rim overlook. That vision runs through me head during the bad times - when the needle is in my arm dripping poison or when I'm too achey to take Sophie out for a walk. It makes a huge difference to think about the days when this will all be behind me!

AND, one thing I've learned - even though I can't climb very well on my bike right now, I can go downhill just as well as I used to .

All - you've made it very gratifying to have shared this news. And further more, since this thread, I've started going bald around my house - I used to wear a scarf even when I'm alone, but now at least I'm giving the bald look a try (in the privacy of my own home, still!)

You guys rock, big time.

[Telenater]

You guys rock, big time.

We are only reflecting the brilliance of your attitude.

AND, one thing I've learned - even though I can't climb very well on my bike right now, I can go downhill just as well as I used to .

I prescribe a trip to Downieville. I will personally carry your bike up that small uphill following the bridge should you need any assistance with it.

[Plakespear]

You would think that I would have a lot to say right now, but to be honest, I don't. I know all of the fear, anxiety, pain, and stress you are going though. But I also know the positive changes this will have on your life. Cancer has changed me for the better, and while I would still prefer to have never had to go through this ordeal, it has also given me some of the best experiences I have ever had.

WSD has shown that the best way to get through this is to try to not have this effect on your life. Or to try and use it to your advantage.

A few months ago after hearing from my doctors that the experimental vaccine therapy I had tried was unsuccessful, I was in the midst of training for a triathlon. I got home from NYC, and felt awful. I didn't want to talk to anyone, and I just needed some time to myself. So I laced up my sneakers, and went out for a run. For whatever reason, that was the best run I had had to that point. Training took on a whole new meaning for me. Two and a half weeks later I entered, and finished, the triathlon. Two days later I checked into the hospital for a week of intense treatment. When I got out of the hospital, WSD had e-mailed me and told me that thinking about me inspired her to get out on her MTB. That made me feel so good. It is an amazing feeling to know that you had a direct, positive influence on somebody. I think things like this is what truly defines a fighter. Some people miht sit around on the couch all day, lamenting their situation. By doing this, you are admitting defeat already.

M- This post had been an inspiration for me. Thanks for all of the text messages. Sorry I haven't returned them, I've kinda been preoccupied these last few days.

Maggots, you guys (especialy in NorCal) take care of her.

[Que]

Nice head! You look very beautiful. I think the stud earings are a nice touch. Just be sure to use sunscreen!

[runethechamp]

I just have to post here again to say how great you are handling this. I'm really impressed.

Wasn't there a Seinfeld episode where George wanted to have his bald head rubbed in with baby oil or something?

[Alioops]

Your strength and attitude is truly extraordinary.

Hair or no hair, that spectacular smile is what is most prominent.

[watersnowdirt]

I'm on my way to my VERY LAST CHEMO appointment in about an hour. HELL YEAH!! I won't miss that.

and now maybe my hair will start to grow (at least on my head. everywhere else can stay gone for all I care )

xoxoxoxo M

[Buzzworthy]

I'm on my way to my VERY LAST CHEMO appointment in about an hour. HELL YEAH!! I won't miss that.

M

HELL YEAH!!!!!!

[road trip]

I'm on my way to my VERY LAST CHEMO appointment in about an hour. HELL YEAH!! I won't miss that.

and now maybe my hair will start to grow (at least on my head. everywhere else can stay gone for all I care )

xoxoxoxo M

Hell yeah indeed!!! I'm sure you won't be missing those!