About to turn 50 and am too tired to continue

[Buzzworthy]

I am in no way a mod but I’m fucking bawling my eyes out. A lot of shit in this world just doesn’t fucking matter anymore. I’m in a lot of pain.

[J. Barron DeJong]

Don’t you dare fuck this thread up with your petty bullshit. Go do it elsewhere. You’ve been warned.


I lost my sibling last night. 47 years old. Had I gone through with my bullshit here my parents would have outlived both their kids. That’s fucked up.

Fuck. Sorry Buzz.

[riser4]

Don’t you dare fuck this thread up with your petty bullshit. Go do it elsewhere. You’ve been warned.


I lost my sibling last night. 47 years old. Had I gone through with my bullshit here my parents would have outlived both their kids. That’s fucked up.

Vibes and big hugs man.

[riser4]

Have you considered launching your own cryptocurrency? PM byates and the Hawk Tuah girl for more details.

Fucking gold, Jerry, gold.

[bennymac]

Aww fuck Buzz - healing vibes sent to you and your family especially your parents

[skiJ]

my Condolences, Buzz-

tj

[byates1]

yates- a request >> Please delete your posts today in this thread, and
I will do the same. Please.

Thank you. skiJ

The fuckwit jimmy Carter who called me out can delete his shit. He's the clown who started it.

[riser4]

The fuckwit jimmy Carter who called me out can delete his shit. He's the clown who started it.

Jimmy Carter was on point and funny. You are not.

[BmillsSkier]

Very sorry for your loss Buzz, we’re glad you’re here and there for your folks.

[byates1]

Hilarious. I'm rolling on the floor over here. Also I'm glad you are the arbiter of humor here, wasn't quite sure who had been appointed.

It's the padded room who gives a fuck. Congrats on getting fired btw.

[Vt-Freeheel]

Hilarious. I'm rolling on the floor over here. Also I'm glad you are the arbiter of humor here, wasn't quite sure who had been appointed.

It's the padded room who gives a fuck. Congrats on getting fired btw.

Be careful rolling to far, the walls are close

[riser4]

Hilarious. I'm rolling on the floor over here. Also I'm glad you are the arbiter of humor here, wasn't quite sure who had been appointed.

It's the padded room who gives a fuck. Congrats on getting fired btw.

Thanks! I was gonna retire voluntarily earlier in the year. Now I got some gravy to go with it. A good and desired outcome.

[riser4]

Be careful rolling to far, the walls are close

Yes, however, they are padded.

[MakersTeleMark]

Thanks! I was gonna retire voluntarily earlier in the year. Now I got some gravy to go with it. A good and desired outcome.

I think it's time to rotate your avatar with the new leaf.

[byates1]

Lol^

[EWG]

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This.

[Core Shot]

Can you fix this site? I’ll chip in $37

Omg yes, migrate this shipwreck site to Xenforo ASAP before we lose it entirely

Bought a lotto ticket. Couldn’t resist. The daydream is worth the price. Somewhere in that dream is a cool million to fund the forum and buy a box fan.

[bodywhomper]

Sorry for your loss buzzworthy.


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[MakersTeleMark]

Losing a brother must be a hudge kick in the nuts, especially this time of year. I hope you and your family can cruise together through it with great memories and lean on each other.

[Buzzworthy]

My younger brother decided to transition in 2020. Thus my sister after that, but he will always be my brother to me. 2.5 years younger. Yesterday as my parents were talking to him they asked what her name was and he said Brian. He passed away just hours after that.

The inner conflict was over. The pain was gone. The peace ensued.

I’m devastated for my parents.

[Buzzworthy]

The good news?
I’ll never take my own life.
Those thoughts are done and not allowed.
I gotta get through this.

[old goat]

I lost my brother 20 years ago. He was autistic and a juvenile diabetic. He lived with my mom all his life (my dad died at 51). Growing up my other brother and I were pretty much on our own while our parents dealt with Marshall. He had no friends outside the family. He would ride his bike for miles or swim a mile at the Jewish Community Center although he was physically weak and awkward. He wound up getting a kidney and pancreas transplant. He had more heart than anyone I've ever met. His foot got infected and they decided to not stop his antirejection meds. He was finally worn out and I could tell he'd had enough of being sick and of not having the kind of normal social life he knew he was missing. His goal in life was to make it to 50. He did, by a couple of weeks. His life was so hard it was hard to be too sad at his passing. I think it was a relief for my mom too--taking care of him was her whole life from the day he was born. And it would have been rough for him if he had outlived her.

[Buzzworthy]

I’m sorry you’ve gone through this pain as well.

[Bunion 2020]

Hilarious. I'm rolling on the floor over here. Also I'm glad you are the arbiter of humor here, wasn't quite sure who had been appointed.

It's the padded room who gives a fuck. Congrats on getting fired btw.

I'm taking a grand in BTC profit and donating it to the beaver summit lift ticket party. I hope to see you all there!

Got to pay people to hang out with you?

Understandable.

[byates1]

It's not about me iits doing good things for the people here. You could care less about everyone here. You did nothing for bbi Mt, did not show, did not help. Weak.