Shit Ty, I was really hoping this wasn't the case, but it has happened to many of us, we are there with ya.
I stayed pretty positive when this happend to me...It's kinda crazy to say but what kept me stoked and happy was the fact that my friends were out getting the goods, skiing where i should be skiing and telling me how sick it was....wierd, i know.
Stay positive and know that this will only make you stronger, however it turns out.
Lots 'o love for ya.
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