Originally Posted by danimal's dead
I haven't been to church in almost 20 years. I attended a Catholic school from grades K-8 with real nuns who wapt us on the knuckles with a ruler and made us read Bible passages over and over. We went to church 3 times a week, went to confession on Wednesday, had religion class 5 days a week and sang hymns all the time. After convincing my parents to let me attend a public school because it was free, I had no use whatsoever for religion.
But, after a particularly sick powder run of 2,000 vert or more, I have been known to thank god. I'm not totally sure who I'm thanking and that thanks is usually uttered right after a whole bunch of holering and "phuck yeahs." But sometimes things are just too perfect and too beautiful to be random and I just have to stop and say thank you to the big mother wheel for providing me with so much powder and so much pleasure.
I also feel like I should already be dead, all the crap I've pulled, stupid things done, bad choices etc... but I'm not. While at the same time friends have been lost, good people who didn't deserve to die have died, lots of weird stuff has happened around me. And here's my money quote, even though I can't say I'm a Christian (we differ on too many social issues), I still feel "life is just too random to be random," there just has to be something out there. Whatever it is, I'd just like to say thanks for another great season, and I'm glad I'm still here, hopefully I'm lucky enough to do it all again next year.