i'm solo for 3 weeks so this week was supposed to be the beginning of several of those excursions and for some unknown reason my back has seized up again and i've spent the past 4 days crawling from the bed to the bath to the toilet to the sofa. i have no idea what the fuck is going on but nothing i have is doing a damn thing to help it. and this was after finding out i DON'T have to have surgery on my shoulder. crazy psycho somatic shit.