AKPM's Diary

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-11-2004, 06:52 PM

So I decided to consoladate all my crummy posts into this thread, from now on stupid little thoughts, random moments, phyciatric problems will all end up here

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-12-2004, 06:42 PM

So a bunch of my friends got caugt gettign drunk last weekend, good thing I wasn't there but it kinda sucks balls because Tshea's gonna get grounded basically forever, making it rather hard to see her

other than that its all kinda funny, but Damn underage drinking is retarted

**907 pride** · 04-12-2004, 08:15 PM

man fuck that. drinkin is fun just dont get caught like your dumbfreind

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-13-2004, 09:57 AM

Well Its tuesday, and I'm fucking tired I had to get up at 5 am to take my mom to the Airport (I get the car now though) School is getting really boring

**CantDog** · 04-13-2004, 10:26 AM

We should simply call the padded room the AKPM-padding-his-already-ludicriously-high-post-count-room.

You really dont have to type everything that comes out of your brain, really.

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-13-2004, 04:29 PM

Originally posted by CantDog

You really dont have to type everything that comes out of your brain, really.

Sure I do this is the padded room and its a thread specifically for my random thoughts don't click it if you don't want to read mindless dribble

Hopefully I'm taking a ski movie over to Theas house and we will watch it and hang out

**Mountainman** · 04-13-2004, 05:39 PM

Originally posted by ak_powder_monkey
Sure I do this is the padded room and its a thread specifically for my random thoughts don't click it if you don't want to read mindless dribble

Hopefully I'm taking a ski movie over to Theas house and we will watch it and hang out

Why did it take over half a year for you to figure this out?

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-13-2004, 10:33 PM

Originally posted by Mountainman
Why did it take over half a year for you to figure this out?

I dunno I'm just stupid I guess

**Henry Rollins** · 04-14-2004, 01:13 AM

When you grow up will you move away from Alaska?
What are your dreams and do you believe in god?

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-14-2004, 09:44 AM

Originally posted by Henry Rollins
When you grow up will you move away from Alaska?
What are your dreams and do you believe in god?

Good questions, I think after high school It'll be 2 years at UA southeast, then 2 years at western, or somehting like that I plan on getting a degree in outdoor leadership, maybe go on a NOLS exchange for a semester. After that I'm moving back to Alaska unless it becomes to corrupt and ugly or theres a draft, in wich case BC Canada will be my home. I hope to build a career out of sking and flyfishing (guiding patrolling ect ect) and someday own a lodge in South East (for fishing) Maybe someday I'll be able to start a family, and be with people I love. I believe in god as much as I believe in the imaginary number i its intangible but it helps people understand things.

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-15-2004, 09:21 PM

I'm going from like pure pure stoke to completely depressed damnit being 16 sucks

**Henry Rollins** · 04-15-2004, 11:35 PM

They always pry
They always want to know why
And then they pull you in
And then you want to die

You’ll burn so deep inside
And then it gets on top of you
It won’t let you go
Believe me when I tell you
Life will not break your heart
It’ll crush it

You never felt so good
You never felt so well
And then you open your heart right up
And say come on in
And then that’s when you stop breathing, man
And the bleeding will never end

Heart smasher
Knives in your mind

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-16-2004, 11:48 PM

Originally posted by ak_powder_monkey
So a bunch of my friends got caugt gettign drunk last weekend, good thing I wasn't there but it kinda sucks balls because Thea's gonna get grounded basically forever, making it rather hard to see her other than that its all kinda funny, but Damn underage drinking is retarted

OK damnit I wish I was there even though they got caught my parents are stupid and it turns out two chicks ended up topless making out with each other shit they are soooo hot too oh well crow pas camping should be similar only with skiing involved

**Henry Rollins** · 04-17-2004, 02:02 AM

I’m going agents Laurels here but defiantly put on a light buzz, don’t get drunk.
You will get laid by a drunk girl. Just be close and friendly, you will know when the hands need to start wondering. Just make cretin to have the fruity drinks for the girls.

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-17-2004, 02:23 AM

Originally posted by Henry Rollins
I’m going agents Laurels here but defiantly put on a light buzz, don’t get drunk.
You will get laid by a drunk girl. Just be close and friendly, you will know when the hands need to start wondering. Just make cretin to have the fruity drinks for the girls.

Ummm yeah I totally want to fuck a drunk girl cause I'm I dick like that but yeah light buzz no sense in not being able to ski in the morning

So I'm trying to get one of the Drunk topless girls to go to prom with me, who also happens to be going on a trip with me 4 days later (where we are staying in dorms ect. ect....) um so yeah things could get fun

**Henry Rollins** · 04-17-2004, 05:29 AM

Dude getting laid in high school is a must, power to you. Don’t over push the prom.
Your element and luck is within the camping.

Just get what you can. A fat high school girl ant that bad. They might be big but the skin is all taut. I’m no ladies man by any stretch of the imagination, I look back and smile at the poking in high school

I should have seen my end coming from a long way off
My friend said man she'll give you the blues, don't get caught
But I went ahead and told myself a bunch of lies
And spent night after hammered night getting back my mind

I am a fool when I think I need you
I'm a fool to believe
My heart is so wide open
I'm so easy to deceive
I'm a fool I'll keep believing
Like a fool I'll believe it all
I'm a fool who'll keep on coming
And like a fool, I will crawl

I waste time in my mind thinking of you - I'm a fool I know
And it hurts to take the pain over and over - I'm a fool I know
I keep wrecking myself when I should be healing my wounds
I'm a fool I know
Self mutilation is the only thing that I know - I'm a fool I know

I've watched your front teeth sharpen and I've felt your muscles flex
You have the kind of eyes that turn mere mortals into wrecks
I know first hand so well all the hard times you direct
Seduced rejected reduced ejected again

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-18-2004, 04:07 PM

Originally posted by Henry Rollins
your element and luck is within the camping.

True True

God today sucked went skiing but it was really really shitty conditions like 8" of tracked powder that froze solid, there was no good snow anywhere and no chance of it corning up, why can't it just be spring? arrrrg. It was ok I guess, better then school or sitting at home, but it was so hard to ski I quit after about 3 hours, I haven't done that since I took THea skiing, she really didn't know how to ski, it was blowing about 45 mph and you couldn't see anything at all so we decided to leave then I took her to lunch that was a good day, today sucks though everybody is gone I have nobody to talk to bleh...

**The Reverend Floater** · 04-19-2004, 08:55 AM

This is incredible. Like watching a car accident in slow motion.

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-19-2004, 09:59 AM

Originally posted by The Reverend Floater
This is incredible. Like watching a car accident in slow motion.

ROTFLMAO

more like train wreck

I think I need some professional help, I got depressed while I was skiing yesterday, while I was skiing, I ski so I'm not depressed damnit

**seldon** · 04-19-2004, 11:26 PM

I hope Henry Rollins isn't one of AKPM's aliases. That would freak me out even more than this thread already does.

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-23-2004, 09:58 AM

Oh yeah I got offered a job at a lodge guiding this summer woot woot, same river as CPGs fish in Kings and Corn, now hopefully my parents won't be nazis and let me go work there, its like a month and I figure I would make like 4 grand, that would be tight

In other news taking a different girl skiing today should be enjoyable, earning my turns is fun

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-25-2004, 01:55 AM

Damnit why the fuck wouldn't someone want to be with me? god damn my luck is the luck of Redsoxs fans within every aspect of my life, every single one, damnit

**ak_powder_monkey** · 04-26-2004, 09:52 AM

Originally posted by ak_powder_monkey
Damnit why the fuck wouldn't someone want to be with me? god damn my luck is the luck of Redsoxs fans within every aspect of my life, every single one, damnit

To parafrase, nobody gives a damn about my feelings and I have become some people's problem and I suppose they think if they ignore me I'll go away, fucking bitches

**snowfire** · 04-27-2004, 10:43 PM

whoa. i've never even looked into the padded room before today, but some things in here are um... interesting? akpm, you seem to be an allright guy, maybe being a little more positive will get you somewhere with girls? On the other hand, shit, you're only 16. You have all the time in the world. Maybe you're trying too hard. I know it's cliche but you're not going to be happy with someone unless you're happy with yourself first. Enjoy the time for yourself now, you'll miss it later.

Now go find yourself some powder to ski or go for a hard climb. It'll do you good.