In March, I was in a motorcycle accident. The accident had, for the most part, rendered me helpless. I was no more than 20 seconds from my house! I had been in Vegas the whole weekend, and was riding on no sleep the night before. I was at a red light, and rocking back and forth, I was very sleepy, and it was very hot. I had to make a u-turn at this light, and I remember nothing after rocking back and forth, but according to witnesses, I made the u-turn very very widely, and once I straightened out, I started falling backwards, and my front wheel popped up. I went into the curb, and was tossed off of my bike. My right leg was dragged through the grass, got caught, and turned completely the other way.
My femur snapped, and then I hit a pole. a good 3-4" of my femur, literally, snapped off on both sides. I also hit my arm on a pole, breaking it. From the leg being twisted around, I stretched out the nerves running through my leg, and now I'm not able to bend my foot up. I can push it down, but when I try and pull it up towards me, I get nothing. The results of the non-invasive test I had showed inconclusive results, and called for another test that was much more invasive, and included a needle being buried deep inside the muscles up and down my feet, my leg, and my lower back. I think it was more painful than the resetting of the leg! Without a doubt, the most painful thing ever.
Anyways, it's been a little over 3 months, and I don't have a whole lot to show for it. I, honestly, expected for myself to be a lot further along. I was on hydrocodine (norco) for about 2 months before I felt like it was leading my every habit, and I didn't want to get addicted, so I went off of it cold turkey. Sleeping was the hardest thing I had to do after that. The pain wasn't all that bad. I have a pretty high tolerance for it, but when the lights went out, I was stuck...I was never tired. All of the narcotics were still driving through my system, and I was suffering. I thank God that I got through that though!
I've since been in PT/OT for my arm and leg. The range of motion in my arm is amazing. My therapist says I'm about 90%, and I'm so happy to almost have that back. However, that's more than I can say about my leg. My range of motion has improved since the accident, but I feel like I've hit a roof. It looks to me like I've hit a certain point in my range of motion, and I can't get it to go any further, and it's really bothersome. I push my leg as much as I can past the pain to try and get over the sensitivity to touch. I'm numb up and down my leg, and that part also sucks. When I have an itch, I can't scratch it!! It just lingers there. I can't wait until this thing is over, and I can get back to my everyday life.
Sorry that I've just gone on, but I feel like I need to get this all out. I do my best to function like all of my friends and family, but I can't do all of the things that they do, and that really bothers me as well. I just want to be normal, but I don't think I can get to that point until I am back to 100%, which, I'm told, wont be for another 8 months or so.
-brandoN^-
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