PaSucks, good effort.
And yes, PA sucks (well, at least Seven Springs does).
As you know, quitting is the best thing you'll EVER do for yourself. It sounds like you've got it licked but need some reinforcement. If things get hairy, quickly find a supportive friend to hang with who will keep you honest. It sounds silly, but it is indeed a life or death thing. You knew you needed to quit, you know you need to keep quitting. Don't make yourself ever go through this again. You've already made it this far.
One pharmacological aid is bupropion (A.K.A. Zyban or Wellbutrin), which decreases recidivism by 50%. That is science, the number is real. Look it up on the Cochrane Library, the best evidence-based medicine resource out there (
http://www.cochrane.org/reviews/en/ab000031.html). Zyban is the name of the drug as marketed for smoking cessation, but is often not covered by insurances (fuckers, how can it not benefit them to have healthier patients?). So, many providers prescribe Wellbutrin or generic bupropion for "depression" or list the reason as "nicotine addiction". The codes for these "psychiatric" disturbances allows for an insurance company to cover the costs. Fortunately the generic isn't too bad without insurance (approx. $50-70/month).
Sorry for the long-winded post, but nothing is more important! You've done well. However, as someone above said, not picking up a smoke when you're pissed or a bit depressed is the toughest.
Keep it up. PM me if you need more info, I studied the subject in grad school and would be glad to help.
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