Drinking

**Below Zero** · 07-31-2005, 01:21 AM

Come on bro, it's the internet. Let out your feelings. It's all good. So was it girl related? Family Problems? Maybe job irritation?

Originally Posted by SIIHP

I know its hard to believe. But you can ask anyone who knows me. I am not one to drink. Its a rare occasion when I do drink, and not more than a beer or so. I have never felt the need. Recent things I would rather not talk about, well, I decided why not drink a bit. And I overdid it.

**SIIHP** · 07-31-2005, 01:21 AM

Originally Posted by Below Zero

This is BZ. Oh SIIHP, so little you know. Maybe if you actually came to the Colorado Mini, you could recognize.

I only been around the boards long enough to show up to one summit, and that didn't work for me. Honestly I dunno if I would ever show up to one. I am not a huge people person. I have never felt comfortable around a group. Hell, it took me 2 months to talk to anyone where I currently work... there were 6 people working there when I started. None of you know how unbelieveably shy I am, and how much it fucks up my life.

**mtbakerskier** · 07-31-2005, 01:29 AM

Originally Posted by SIIHP

Never been a drinker, never been drunk.

Is it always as bad as it is right now? I am a lightweight (around 150ish lbs) and have had 10-15 shots of stuff in an hourish amount of time (its 12:40 now(). I feel worse than I did when I took 750 miligrams (or however vicodin is rated) of vicodin without eating for 3 days. I can hardly function at the moment. Is it normal? I kinda hate the feelig but like it at the same time. lol. I can hardly focus and hardly walk. Is it normal? Am I gonna wake up regreting it?

PUSSY

**Steezus Christ** · 07-31-2005, 01:29 AM

If you don't play Magic Cards or Dungeons and Dragons, there is no reason to not run around talking shit and galivanting like an Alpha male everywhere you go. I just used the word galivant which is gay, yet I still will walk around tomorrow thinking I am cool. Fuck what anyone else thinks, well except for that hot girl that you really really really like, it's ok to be shy around her.

**Below Zero** · 07-31-2005, 01:29 AM

Originally Posted by SIIHP

I only been around the boards long enough to show up to one summit, and that didn't work for me. Honestly I dunno if I would ever show up to one. I am not a huge people person. I have never felt comfortable around a group. Hell, it took me 2 months to talk to anyone where I currently work... there were 6 people working there when I started. None of you know how unbelieveably shy I am, and how much it fucks up my life.

Oh, OK, now I gotcha. So it really wasn't your back, it was all about the fear of talking to other maggots? Sounds like you need to get wasted in order to loosen yourself up. You didn't talk to anyone for two months? Holy shit!

Originally Posted by SIIHP

Am still debating. I thought I was certain, but today have been having back issues... so its all dependant on how my back feels. Suppose its a good idea to spend a day rippin around with what I can only guess are pinched nerves in the lower back?

**SIIHP** · 07-31-2005, 01:30 AM

Originally Posted by Below Zero

Come on bro, it's the internet. Let out your feelings. It's all good. So was it girl related? Family Problems? Maybe job irritation?

You really wanna know? I am gonna get blasted for this by assholes like blurred elevens, but what the fuck ever. It doesn't matter. Its the dead end job, the dead end social life. The dead end LIFE thats due to that little voice in my head thats always told me "you are not good enough" that holds me back in life. Every day I fight battles about shit and at this point it doesn't seem worth it to keep going. Skiing has always been the thing that keeps me in line, and even that seems to be bullshit anymore.

**PaSucks** · 07-31-2005, 01:31 AM

I think you need help man. We all have some anxiety when meeting new people, but you sound like you have issues. Talk to a shrink man, life is much better when other people are around.

Below Zero, my normal bedtime is around 8 a.m. or so.

**Below Zero** · 07-31-2005, 01:33 AM

Originally Posted by PaSucks

Below Zero, my normal bedtime is around 8 a.m. or so.

What the fuck, you busting out the eight ball or something every night?

**SIIHP** · 07-31-2005, 01:33 AM

Originally Posted by Below Zero

Oh, OK, now I gotcha. So it really wasn't your back, it was all about the fear of talking to other maggots? Sounds like you need to get wasted in order to loosen yourself up. You didn't talk to anyone for two months? Holy shit!

Actually I do have back issues. Enough abuse and I get weird spasms in the lower right section of my lower back. But I usually ignore them. They work as a good excuse though.

**Steezus Christ** · 07-31-2005, 01:35 AM

Originally Posted by PaSucks

Below Zero, my normal bedtime is around 8 a.m. or so.

Yes! You must be training for that cat operating job this winter.

SIIP, you should defintetely look into counseling or just wake up tomorrow telling yourself that you don't give a shit from here on out what other people think of you. Try that for a few days and you'll start to see that being a cocky asshole for no reason at all does have it's benefits here in America.

**PaSucks** · 07-31-2005, 01:35 AM

Originally Posted by Below Zero

What the fuck, you busting out the eight ball or something every night?

I work nights. I need a few hours after work to wind down, surfing this place and reading a book, or just going to the bar and getting shit canned. Unfortunately the bars weren't happening tonight.

**Below Zero** · 07-31-2005, 01:35 AM

Originally Posted by SIIHP

You really wanna know? I am gonna get blasted for this by assholes like blurred elevens, but what the fuck ever. It doesn't matter. Its the dead end job, the dead end social life. The dead end LIFE thats due to that little voice in my head thats always told me "you are not good enough" that holds me back in life. Every day I fight battles about shit and at this point it doesn't seem worth it to keep going. Skiing has always been the thing that keeps me in line, and even that seems to be bullshit anymore.

Dude, your drunk right now and you just think everything sucks. We've all been in state of minds like you are now. Got to bed and sleep off your little drunken escapade and you'll be fine

**Below Zero** · 07-31-2005, 01:38 AM

Originally Posted by PaSucks

I work nights. I need a few hours after work to wind down, surfing this place and reading a book, or just going to the bar and getting shit canned. Unfortunately the bars weren't happening tonight.

Dont lie dude, your fuckin doing rails right now and watching ski flicks wishin you could be Steele Spence. Yeah, I know PA does suck!

**SIIHP** · 07-31-2005, 01:41 AM

Originally Posted by Below Zero

Dude, your drunk right now and you just think everything sucks. We've all been in state of minds like you are now. Got to bed and sleep off your little drunken escapade and you'll be fine

I have thought everything sucked for the last 2 weeks. I have spend more time wondering what the point is rather than reasons to go on. Hence my decision to drink tonight to escape it. Didn't work as planned.

**PaSucks** · 07-31-2005, 01:42 AM

Ski flicks? pffff I'm doin' rails off a hookers ass right now while she cooks up a spoon for herself.

Damn you tgr guys know me too well.

**PaSucks** · 07-31-2005, 01:43 AM

Originally Posted by SIIHP

I have thought everything sucked for the last 2 weeks. I have spend more time wondering what the point is rather than reasons to go. Hence my decision to drink tonight to escape it. Didn't work as planned.

Like I said, water, tylynol, more water, water, water, piss, bed. Wake up, water, maybe more tylynol if your head hurts, water, and call a shrink. We don't need any maggot suicides.

**Below Zero** · 07-31-2005, 01:46 AM

Originally Posted by PaSucks

Ski flicks? pffff I'm doin' rails off a hookers ass right now while she cooks up a spoon for herself.

Damn you tgr guys know me too well.

Alright, some hookers and blow. Nice score PaSucks.

**Darkside** · 07-31-2005, 01:47 AM

Originally Posted by SIIHP

I have thought everything sucked for the last 2 weeks. I have spend more time wondering what the point is rather than reasons to go on. Hence my decision to drink tonight to escape it. Didn't work as planned.

You're just fishing for attention at this point. Give it a rest. Or take Blurred's advice.

**Steezus Christ** · 07-31-2005, 01:50 AM

Tough crowd tonight.

**Below Zero** · 07-31-2005, 01:51 AM

Good night guys. Going to bed. Water ramps are calling tomorrow.

**PaSucks** · 07-31-2005, 01:51 AM

Originally Posted by Below Zero

Alright, some hookers and blow. Nice score PaSucks.

Shit. Now I have to find a way to hide the crabs from my girlfriend before I pick her up tommorow at noon. Any advice?

**SIIHP** · 07-31-2005, 02:03 AM

Originally Posted by Darkside

You're just fishing for attention at this point. Give it a rest. Or take Blurred's advice.

I am dead serious with that. Fuck, I will give you an IM log from tonight if you think I am BSing you. The one person that knows me best told me tonight that I am worse than shes ever seen and in a dangerous downward spiral. Even stopped by in tears about everything. I didn't think I was that bad, but apparently I am. Again, think whatever you want about me. It doesn't make any difference. If you all think I am BSing and I ain't welcome here just let me know know.

**Blizzard7763** · 07-31-2005, 02:39 AM

First of all, let me say that these are all just my opinions, and nothing else.

Getting drunk because you feel like shit about your current life situation is nothing to look down upon. To do it every day is nothing to look down upon, as long as you have a plan to get out of it. I live in West Texas, and hate every minute of it. Being drunk as often as I can helps me ignore it. I know that within the next month I'll be out of here, and doing something totally different. I don't know what that is yet, but it definitely will not be at a school I hate, that happens to be in a region that I hate.

I'm sure that your'e in bed already, but if not, sleep it off, and try to ignore whatever is going on in your life and have a better tomorrow.

If that has nothing to do with it, and you just want to worry about feeling better after drinking, quit the mix and match shit. Pick a drink and stick with it.