6 months of chemo at age 50 (Hodgkins - now in remission), prior to chemo, felt like I was still 40, could move uphill on skis or feet same speeds/times as mid 30s. I rode my bike, climbed, hiked, and skied as much as possible during chemo.I'm fucked now, feel like I'm 60 (poor balance, numb feet/hands from neuropathy, weak legs). But also don't really care. Just being alive and able to ski with son (can't keep up anymore) and go to work is a bonus. Heck, I could hardly walk after chemo, but somehow was able to ski as long as it was groomers or hardpack.
I don't even want to know what my testosterone level is. I'm sure the chemo fried my balls. My bench press is pretty weak by 30lbs less (just started lifting again). Biking I feel slow, weak in the legs, lost a ton of muscle mass, primarily in my legs. Haven't started climbing again yet, but the neuropathy-numbness in my toes won't be super great for climbing.
Lesson: Don't sweat the aging process, just feel lucky every day you're alive without a life threatening illness. Every time I see people all depressed with an ACL tear I now just wanna say "fuck off"....you have idea how bad it can get.
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