What do you do when you get in a hairy situation that is objectively hazardous, it's your fault, and nothing happens? Conclude you had correctly assessed the risk factors and made the right decision to drop? Congratulate yourself on not having to write a "we were stoked, made mistakes, and it cost us our buddy" post? Chalk it up to your masterful mountain sense? Admit you got lucky and praise ullr?
Personally, I swear a lot, tell myself I'm not going to do it again, and then (stupidly) file the experience away in a dark recess of my mind. I must subconsciously conclude that, although red (or yellow) flags were present, I correctly assessed there were enough mitigating factors to be safe. It's a constant battle to maintain objectivity on risk management. More experience often ends up leading to increasing exposure, and sometimes mountains don't give a flying fuck about your experience or any mitigating factors. Unless of course, you were carrying a Beretta, in which case you're fine.
The self-critical evaluation in this Snowbrains piece on making dumb decisions in avalanche terrain with obvious red flag factors got me thinking about post-sketch evaluation. Check it: http://snowbrains.com/bariloche-arge...osed-alaskita/ I wish we saw more of this kind of thing in ski media from our spancered athletes. We can always criticize the decision-making after an incident, but it is rare to see a public confession of making obvious mistakes -- especially when there were no consequences and no slide.
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