
Originally Posted by
ate'em
i feel for the families of the dead, the effects are so deep. huge sympathies to those directly affected. simple- strength to you brother.
but looking beyond that, it's time to be honest with ourselves. it's so cool to put out the vibes, talk about how trained so-and-so was, praise all their avalanche instruction generosity, etc. it's so freeride to act like- this is just what can happen when you're doing rad stuff, this is tragic, they were doing what they loved, etc. but it's just too much sometimes, the rewards just not worth five quality people dying. you can 'know your stuff', whatever, and still it just takes one bad moment. not even a mistake, just one bad moment, and your life ends. it doesnt end for the families, the friends, the survivors. the tragedy haunts forever.
we make such a big bravado show convincing ourselves and one another just how awesome it is, how this is life to the fullest, but really, is it worth dying? sure I'm not supposed to say this, not supposed to feel this either. it's breaking the code of ethic around here. maybe the collective bro-brah-ego wants to feel braver for knowing lots of us fools are taking these risks? but seriously, at some point, when death brushes your cheek, dont you think that life is maybe too precious to risk on a few pow turns? like the quote above, "the more you know, the more you go". and the more likely you go too far, all it takes is once. notice how many of the 'best' arent alive anymore? we keep pushing ourselves, pushing nature, and it doesnt always end well. maybe we're fucking with something that's just a bit more lethal than we'd like to acknowledge?
Its heavy times, especially in light of the tragedy out in the Wasatch a week ago. Being good isnt good enough. We are fucking with death for the sake of an adrenaline rush and some respect from our bros.
Do what you will, follow your passion. For me staying alive is a necessary thing for living my life to the fullest. Fuck bravado. Mourn death. Treat your life as the precious gift that it is. You only live once, maybe it has a deeper meaning than we pretend.
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