Matt, that was beautifully told. Thank you so much.
While I'm uploading pictures (modem connection), I thought I'd share a few of my impressions of this unforgettable trip.
I get my ass kicked in the mountains all the time. Dave and Matt are so strong and so smart that I never thought I'd see the day when they were taxed to the point of physical and emotional exhaustion. Matt carried pretty close to his own body weight on his back the night before and Dave hiked in from the trailhead with his camping gear and skis on the same day he went to ski the glacier. We're talking miles. And they were both still strong on the initial boot up - kicking in steps for me into fully glaciated snow. It's so easy to take them for granted. The second time they had to head up to the top was an exercise in sheer willpower and I feel priviledged to bear witness to what they accomplished bringing Milli down. These guys are my heros.
When we finally got back to the camp we were completely soaked and chilled to the bone. There comes a point where your body just gives up on generating warmth and we were there. The fire we built was our salvation and as our bodies warmed our hearts and minds were soothed and we sat and talked into the night and came to an understanding of our experience. It was cathartic. And I felt some surreal connection to all the other fires made by man, back to the ice age.
Hiking at night was a real pleasure. As the evening unfolded from dusk to full darkness, my eyes adjusted so well. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to see, but everything took on a different kind of clarity and I felt very surefooted and relaxed. I didn't want or need the flashlight. When we finally got to a boulder field and Matt turned on the flashlight for a moment to pick a route, the light happend upon a cluster of white flowers nestled between the rocks, making them glow. All the fairy tales of my childhood came to life. Pure magic.
I've been wanting to camp and ski for some time now and I'm grateful to Dave for making it possible. We haven't got the gear for it and he hooked us up good. Tent, sleeping bags, stove - we were set. It was fun and interesting to figure out what else to bring, everything we needed and not a bit more. An exercise in minimum/maximum constraints, kinda like some of the calculus I did in college. I think we did a fair job of it, obviously some improvements will be made as we get more experience. Some thoughts:
1) Ramen rules! Hot and filling and cheap and lightweight. It mixes with anything.
2) Eggs can be pretty stupid. They were fragile and took too long to cook in the morning. It was frustrating to see all the cartons at the grocery store were made of egg whites - we need our protein. Where can we get powdered eggs in Summit County?
3) Bratts are so yummy, but they also took too long to cook. Next time I'll pre-cook brats and breakfast burritos and just warm them up at the camp.
4) Rum and instant sugar free coolaid is a winner. Very tasty. I got me a major buzz and didn't even miss having beer. /grin Instant coolaid also makes boiled water taste good.
5) Starbucks doubleshots are not worth the weight, even though I am addicted to them. Next time I'll get the box of instant cappucino.
6) Tuna and triskets and the little condiment packages of relish and mayo lifted from the convenience store make a great lunch. But some of the packages burst open and next time I'll put them all in a plastic box.
7) Gotta bring a rope to hang the food pack in a tree. Climbing up and down when you're exhausted is a pain. We didn't see any sign of bears, but you never know.
There's so much more swirling around in my head, but the jist of it is that I had the time of my life. I thrived on the challenges and want more of the same. Dave's got a lot of experience and I'm glad he's willing to lead the way. He's talking winter camping and I'm starting to see the possibilities. We can go anywhere.
Live each season as it passes; breathe the air, drink the drink, taste the fruit, and resign yourself to the influences of each.
Henry David Thoreau
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