I'm truly sorry. Nothing worse than losing your best friend so abruptly.
I sent you this PM, I completely know how you feel.
All I can tell you is that I felt just as sad about my dog.
This is hard for me to talk about, but your situation hits me deeply so I will explain. I had a yellow lab (Tyson), and he was the coolest dog. He, like your dog had a funny sense of humor.
When I lost my house, girlfriend and everything else, he was with me sleeping in my truck.....for almost a year. He was my best friend beyond words.
Long story short, my family had a reunion a few Summers ago in Wyoming. It was really hot outside.
My brother, cousin and myself went for a ride
into the Bighorns on 4-wheelers, Tyson ran along.
After a little while into the jaunt, Ty spotted an Antelope and started chasing it. I screamed and yelled, and he wouldn't come back. A few minutes later, he did return. I thought he was okay, and he seemed fine. However, he was panting really hard, and got to the point where he lost control of his hind legs and started dragging them. He was in really bad shape. I did everything to get him to some water, but it was too late. I carried my best friend back down to the house on the 4-wheeler. He spent a few days at the veterinarians. He had suffered from heat stroke, and his kidneys were giving out. Even lamer, I had to go back to work here in Colorado, leaving my best friend to die. A few days later, they told me that he had passed away. I've never cried as hard, and I'm still not okay with it all...In fact I can't hold the tears back typing this. I had him cremated, and I have the ashes here at my house. I plan to spread them in his favorite places here, but I haven't been able to bring myself to crying all day and carrying that out.
Something about the innocent loyalty of a dog that makes them beyond special.
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