The Beginning
I believe I fell in love with skiing due to my father’s impatience with the bunny slopes of Glen Eden. At the time, being all of 10 years old, I thought his refusal to spend more than two runs on the mellow T-bar serviced slope was a sign of his utmost confidence in my ability. I’d properly affixed my skis (in half the time it took him to strap on his clunky contraptions), survived the horrible lift, and made my way down with only a minimal amount of butt-sliding and knee torque-ing. My wedge was in fine shape and clearly I was destined for greater terrain.
Across the road we trundled, a boy and his father, out on their first day of skiing together. How could anyone foresee the seed about to be planted? Surely my mother would have put a stop to such madness. But with a family vacation to the Swiss Alps looming, it was deemed necessary to give me a practice day on sticks and snow. Surely the 300 vertical feet of Glen Eden would be adequate?
In line for the chairlift, fear seized me. So fragile, so high – were we really supposed to sit on those? Watching the chairs fly around the bull wheel, only the belief that my father believed in me kept me from turning and running. Or bursting into tears at the very least.
But survive I did, with a helping hand on the loading and unloading portions. For sure, I gripped the chair tight, fully aware that the space below the safety bar was more than adequate to allow me passage. The height was dizzying and electrifying. My eyes were wide.
When I came off the exit ramp with not a piece of me hitting the ground, my confidence reached new heights (never mind the fact that I’d been hauled to safety like a sack of odd shaped potatoes by the strong arm of my Pa). I was standing and I was invincible. It was a foregone conclusion.
And so we drifted off towards a blue run, my father giving me the helpful instruction of “Just stay behind me, nice and easy.” My wedge firmly in place, I was in full control as we meandered over to the edge of the world.
Seriously. The slope dropped. The comforting view of white snow fell away and the parking lot down below filled the void. The gentle nudge of gravity tipped me over the edge and was replaced by an aggressive free fall.
I left my father in the dust.
I don’t know if he called to me. I don’t know if he made any wild arm-waving signs. All I heard was the roaring wind of my own creation. All I felt were the tears streaming out of my eyes. And all I saw was my life transforming.
That, and a lady in a brown one-piece. A brown one-piece with yellow and orange racing stripes up the side. When it began to dawn on me that she was not going to move (due to her not knowing I was barreling towards her) and that my control was currently at a minimum, I finally threw it into panic mode. Instincts garnered from years of falling off bikes, falling off skateboards, falling off stairs and just generally falling, kicked into gear and I let myself succumb to survival. Details are sketchy at this point, but when the snow cleared and my eyes opened I saw my father looking down at me.
I have to believe that he knew I was not hurt. I have to believe this because he was laughing. And how could I not join him? And how could I not fall in love?
Sick and ashamed and happy (and this may be a repeat, but it will be added to - with pics if my ransacking of old family photo albums goes as planned),
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