Originally Posted by
Self Jupiter
Vibes, man. It sucks. I hate to say it man but you kind of have to adjust expectations about what you can do in the short, medium and long term and try to get used to it while working toward the long term goal of a sustainable livable maintenance phase that will hopefully involve some of the activities you love. I’m not going to say I haven’t been, or continue to be mentally wrecked about it but I’ve gotten over some of it and I’m stubborn as fuck about shit like this.
Stuff I can’t do anymore:
Carry heavy shit around— I just pay someone to do it
Go running
Hockey
Golf
FUCKING PICKLEBALL!?
Snowboard
Ski moguls any more than I have to just to get around the hill
Wakesports
And on and on
I can still ski sometimes, even half decently and kind of fast on occasion but I’m careful and quit before my body and brain wants to, before it’s too late. I am able to bike most of the year and I get some of my adrenaline fix from fishing which has seemed to help.
ETA I’ve gone to therapy about my issues over the past ~12 years. I’m only 38. It’s really mentally anguishing.
ETA again my issues began with L5-S1 herniation and fluid/height loss and that took ~2-3 years to heal up and I was in my mid 20s at the time. Now I have similar issues at L4-L5 and the primary cause of my pain comes from the interaction with the discs and arthritis in the facet joint area. Probably getting a medial branch neurotomy done later this month— my nerves are gonna get scorched either way so might as well see if I get some relief.
On the positive side I’m the most stoked dude on the mountain when I put all the PT and lifestyle changes together and get to ski powder. But my days of skiing any conditions or tons and tons of days are likely over. I’ve come to terms with that.