Race report; WAM 2022, my first 100-miler
sorry for another report not about skiing. given WAM is no more thought id share my experience running it in 2022 AND it took place at a ski hill so...ya know...
Tale of the tape: 161km, 9050m vert, 46ish hours
I wanted to attempt a 100 miler for the same reason folks want to become astronauts: so they can hold it over their friends, acquaintances, and colleagues. In retrospect, with this in mind, there are likely easier races. But this one is close to home and I like the challenge of logging all that vert in one push. So three years ago I signed up for the WAM 100 miler. And after a few COVID delays, on the morning of Friday September 9, 2022, I find myself shivering at the start line because I checked my drop bag with my jacket in it too early.
Starts of events like these are my least favourite part. It’s crowded. People are much too jazzed. I have just a bit too much time to think of all the ways I should have been better prepared. The gun goes off and I secure myself mid pack at a pace I can almost certainly not maintain. For every person I pass I think to myself, “Wow, you should’ve come better prepared friend.” And on the flip side, for every person asking if they can “float by” I think to myself “Okay but you’re for sure going to blow up.” The correct pace is right here, folks! Don’t you know that?
In order to make this race mentally manageable for me, I divided it into three sections: the first two climbs of Blackcomb and Whistler, the odd meandering middle bit, and the second round of summits of Blackcomb and Whistler. I feel confident in the vert and so the first and second summit rounds don’t worry me, but I already know that middle chunk will be the most difficult part. As my goal is just to make sure I finish, the plan is to climb confidently, nurse any downhills, and suffer through the middle bit over night. If I am able to get through that middle bit, although two summits lay ahead, they seem doable on tired legs.
As we make our way up Blackcomb for the first time, I enjoy catching tid bits of all the conversations happening around me and repeating them in a judgy tone in my head.
“The first 20 miles can really make or break your Western States”
“It’s actually better to have a little flick of the wrist as you bring your pole back”
“…I hear what you’re saying but actually that’s what people don’t understand about crypto…”
With that said, out on course I try to be quite chatty as this is a nice distraction for me. I sidle up to a few folks to try and spark some conversation and this is successful. Up and down Blackcomb go off without a hitch and 30km in I’m feeling fresh. From here it’s 20km up to the top of Whistler via Singing Pass, a trail that though I’ve been on many times, I don’t think I have a happy memory of. But I latch onto someone else that seems to be going around my pace and she drags me up singing pass before taking off. I search for my next victim. I find two and this is enough to get me to the top of Whistler. One big descent and it’s on to that ‘meandering middle bit’.
I will caveat this by saying, though I had a general sense of going up and down both Whistler and Blackcomb, I had not looked at this middle bit in detail. But it’s around 50km and I’m confident I can suffer through it. One thing about this course is it seems the organizer took every opportunity to make it more difficult or challenging. “Why would we only go to the top of Blackcomb and back when we can add in hilly loops over dusty choss?” “Yes I’m sure that descent goes smoothly and directly, but over here is one that is less direct and more challenging”.
As I head into the middle section, night falls. I have collected one schlub that mentions he might DNF. This is annoying because he is way fitter than me and if he DNFs it means I will almost certainly also be DNFing. So I say let’s hang out. As we both tread into the darkness, we start seeing people in the race coming back the other way (meaning they’ve reached the end and have turned around since the entire course is an out-and-back). My watch distance is not functioning so I only have elevation to go by, but from what I remember, I think it’s a quick out and back here. When someone recognizes me and stops to say ‘Hi’, I ask how far this next aid station is. In the most polite way possible, he says “It’s a little bit still.” But his face said “Lol omg dude you have no idea”. His face was right, I had no idea. This next aid station would mark the halfway point so that would be a big win. It was about 9pm when I ran into Ross, and I would not make it back to this point again until 630am the next day.
I suffer by headlamp as I make my way up, down, up, up, up. I did not catch this climb in the profile. “Wait, if we’re going up and over it, does that mean we have to come back up it?” I’m starting to realize how far away from the aid station I am. As soon as it got dark, my gait slowed to a hike, and this is all I can manage on this terrain. I’m starting to feel the hurt. I’m playing the game where I’m trying to decide what part of my body hurts the most. I think it’s my calves, except for every time I stub my toe…in those cases it’s definitely my toes (at the time of writing this the day after the race, my three middle toes are still numb). But on the plus side, no cramping; I’ve been taking in food and fluids consistently every 45 minutes. This is sustainable, I’m just hitting a low and I need to keep moving. So I do. Very. Very. Slowly.
Eventually, after much up and down and up and up, and a meandering fire road that never seemed to end (not the only instance of this), I see glow sticks and the aid station. My achilles and calves are cooked, I’m limping, I’m groaning, and I have a ways to go. As I reach the aid station, I overhear the crew say “The out-and-back is this way”. Ummm…the what? “Oh yeah, so it’s 5km out, then there’s a climb at the end, and then you come back here.” The anger I have is unreasonable. It really shouldn’t matter if there’s an out-and-back, I’m running a 100 miles and have to get the distance somehow. But in the moment I’m incensed and demoralized. I look at my watch and everyone at the aid station consoles each other by mentioning how far ahead of the cut-offs we are. That’s great and all but that doesn’t change me having to death march this effing out-and-back at 2 EFFING AM. Quesedillas and miso soup curb my ire. I give myself a time limit and on schedule, take off for my low point of the race.
I am walking, so incredibly slow. “Now that I think about it, this is a great time to do some math. If I keep this death march at this pace…hmmm…okay so that’s like….yeah I’ll be back at the aid station in three hours. That’s not bad right? Totally doable.” It’s bad. This is bad. My body is still moving forward but I cannot picture a world where I cross the finish line. This out-and-back has it all, fire road, steep boulder climb, freezing breeze coming off the river. I have been alone for a few hours at this point. I continue to put one foot in front of the other. Sometimes I’ll throw my leg on a rock in preparation to step up but instead just pause there for five seconds, staring at my shoe. I try to pass some of the time with my emergency headphones. This is unsuccessful. Woe is me, woe is me.
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Race report; WAM 2022, my first 100-miler
Congrats! That was a true sufferfest and a great TR. I was rooting for you while reading and dreading you might come up short. Your writing really captured the scene. Well done